as i said before, everything has changed yet somehow it is still the same. we are slowly losing our touch. i miss them, no doubt i really do miss them, but somehow my anger towards them arises everytime they did something. as for example, i was trying to be polite and soft, get the picture, I AM TRYING TO BE SOFT which i will never be, but with them i am trying, why? because i love them. and please dont judge by saying im stupid or whatever. so i was trying to be nice by asking some NICE questions NICELY somehow he raise his voice towards me without any reasons, excuse me, i was trying to be nice didnt i? the hell man, i am so sick of him, sick of him doing this to me. why cant he be nice like he does to nik? how come he can talk nicely to nik but not me? and in addition, he never reply my text, unless he wants something, he never answer my calls using me number, (sometimes). WTF? i have no idea what went wrong, did i said something that might hurt him, BUT excuse me, what about my feelings? i mean cmon, we are FRIENDS arent we suppose to talk to each other about stuff? not about nothing. my man, i miss you. i really do. why are you fading away? why are you being so cold?
i feel so down and lonely lately, and no kidding, i am missing them badly, i am trying so hard to live my life normally without them. i know i have to get to use to it, but somehow.. sigh, i dont know. seriously i just dont know.
NOW i HAVE TO, MUST, finish my reports. i have to smile though the heart is aching, thats what i have to tell myself everyday. like EVERYDAY. neways, Alhamdulillah, today was an okay day for me, we had our HM110 gathering it was quiet enjoyable i'd say.
enjoying our moment while we can
where is the love?
I'm drowning in your eyes
like what the hell man?
Sunday, July 10, 2011 / 1:19 AM
as i said before, everything has changed yet somehow it is still the same. we are slowly losing our touch. i miss them, no doubt i really do miss them, but somehow my anger towards them arises everytime they did something. as for example, i was trying to be polite and soft, get the picture, I AM TRYING TO BE SOFT which i will never be, but with them i am trying, why? because i love them. and please dont judge by saying im stupid or whatever. so i was trying to be nice by asking some NICE questions NICELY somehow he raise his voice towards me without any reasons, excuse me, i was trying to be nice didnt i? the hell man, i am so sick of him, sick of him doing this to me. why cant he be nice like he does to nik? how come he can talk nicely to nik but not me? and in addition, he never reply my text, unless he wants something, he never answer my calls using me number, (sometimes). WTF? i have no idea what went wrong, did i said something that might hurt him, BUT excuse me, what about my feelings? i mean cmon, we are FRIENDS arent we suppose to talk to each other about stuff? not about nothing. my man, i miss you. i really do. why are you fading away? why are you being so cold?
i feel so down and lonely lately, and no kidding, i am missing them badly, i am trying so hard to live my life normally without them. i know i have to get to use to it, but somehow.. sigh, i dont know. seriously i just dont know.
NOW i HAVE TO, MUST, finish my reports. i have to smile though the heart is aching, thats what i have to tell myself everyday. like EVERYDAY. neways, Alhamdulillah, today was an okay day for me, we had our HM110 gathering it was quiet enjoyable i'd say.
enjoying our moment while we can
so, tell me the gossipps
Are they only gossips, are they only lies?
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suddenly i'm famous and people know my name
SAY BII!
is love a game for two?
Hey hey.
the name is Bii.
i am not awesome like you, but I'll be awesome if you stop kissing people's ass.
I don't deal with science nor math.
I do what I want to do, so shut your mouth tightly and bear with it.
-That's me
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Falling out of a perfect dream
coming out of the blue...is it true, is it over?
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hush hush, come and kiss away the agony in me
Did I throw it away? Was it you?
Did you tell me you would never leave me this way?
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down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank
enjoying our moment while we can
