what is happiness? an unsolved question thats in me. i thought i was happy, somehow the happiness has disappear. how and why, i never know why. i thought i can be happy without love. but damn right, i am lying to myself. i never knew that love can be such a powerful effect, on me especially. i was on denial for the past weeks. i finally find out, my real feelings. my genuine feelings. sadly, no one ever notice it. what a waste. indeed it is a waste. at first, i thought it was a simple feelings, with no extend feelings towards him. but somehow, it has grew rapidly day by day. i cant look at him anymore. it tears me apart, thats for sure.. im not sure how to write this agony of my heart here, let me alone feel this agony. im sure the happiness will come somehow. sooon, as my mom always say "blessing in disguise" that should be it. i am a passionate girl, passionate towards life. so, im pretty sure this won't let me down.
maybe happiness will come once it is shared? is it true?
TEARS? what are tears? when does it come out? when we are in pain? agony? poignancy? or simply in happiness? gleeness? as far as i know, tears are made when we are in an unstable state. thats for me for sure. i cried when i felt like my life had betray me so bad. it sometimes felt so bad til i cant even take any breath anymore. now, i am far away, faaar faar away from my parents, from my comfort zone. no doubt, i miss them, i miss those comfort zone. thus, the tears are easier to produce whenever i think about them. i have lived under them for 18 years! freakung 18 years! i have never been away from them. probably for about a week? sort of. i have no idea why i am all moody and such. PMSing? not really. just finished it.
p/s : a bastard will remain as a bastard. once you broke my heart, you are slowly breaking yourself up. i am no witch, but i will assure, not me, GOD will, what goes comes around. beware.
where is the love?
I'm drowning in your eyes
happiness?tears?
Monday, February 21, 2011 / 10:01 AM
what is happiness? an unsolved question thats in me. i thought i was happy, somehow the happiness has disappear. how and why, i never know why. i thought i can be happy without love. but damn right, i am lying to myself. i never knew that love can be such a powerful effect, on me especially. i was on denial for the past weeks. i finally find out, my real feelings. my genuine feelings. sadly, no one ever notice it. what a waste. indeed it is a waste. at first, i thought it was a simple feelings, with no extend feelings towards him. but somehow, it has grew rapidly day by day. i cant look at him anymore. it tears me apart, thats for sure.. im not sure how to write this agony of my heart here, let me alone feel this agony. im sure the happiness will come somehow. sooon, as my mom always say "blessing in disguise" that should be it. i am a passionate girl, passionate towards life. so, im pretty sure this won't let me down.
maybe happiness will come once it is shared? is it true?
TEARS? what are tears? when does it come out? when we are in pain? agony? poignancy? or simply in happiness? gleeness? as far as i know, tears are made when we are in an unstable state. thats for me for sure. i cried when i felt like my life had betray me so bad. it sometimes felt so bad til i cant even take any breath anymore. now, i am far away, faaar faar away from my parents, from my comfort zone. no doubt, i miss them, i miss those comfort zone. thus, the tears are easier to produce whenever i think about them. i have lived under them for 18 years! freakung 18 years! i have never been away from them. probably for about a week? sort of. i have no idea why i am all moody and such. PMSing? not really. just finished it.
p/s : a bastard will remain as a bastard. once you broke my heart, you are slowly breaking yourself up. i am no witch, but i will assure, not me, GOD will, what goes comes around. beware.
so, tell me the gossipps
Are they only gossips, are they only lies?
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suddenly i'm famous and people know my name
SAY BII!
is love a game for two?
Hey hey.
the name is Bii.
i am not awesome like you, but I'll be awesome if you stop kissing people's ass.
I don't deal with science nor math.
I do what I want to do, so shut your mouth tightly and bear with it.
-That's me
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Falling out of a perfect dream
coming out of the blue...is it true, is it over?
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hush hush, come and kiss away the agony in me
Did I throw it away? Was it you?
Did you tell me you would never leave me this way?
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down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank
maybe happiness will come once it is shared? is it true?
