indeed it is! welcome home baizura :) its good to be home of course. well so far life has been... great! indeed im grateful to be home, safe(in kl? u wish) with moi familia. and dad is coming back also on saturday... so i think it should be a nice time for us.. one nice happy quality time together. hopefully! tho i have been in kl for almost a week, 5 days to be exact, i did nothing much than just spending my time with my mum and sisters. i didn't really have the time to hang out with my friends yet. i just want to chill and take a quality time with mi casa. yeapp. and for sure to settle my studying thingy ASAP. the thing is i have no idea what to do and where to go to look for an information. i mean no one in family have a clue on what to do. so i guess its my job to search of a help from who i will never know. hopefully google will help.

a story: i want to study in malaysia not because i hate BRUNEI as a matter of fact, i love brunei, and all my friends are super duper cool:( and i think leaving brunei will make me even sadder. sometimes when im alone at home in brunei, i always imagine things about what will my parents every day's life would be without me. maybe its better, but maybe its hard. i know sometimes i may be a bit pain the ass in the family and different from others, but i can't be my sisters. i am me. i am STILL trying so hard to be the best daughter and a sister to my family. i am STILL learning. the thing is, i want to learn to live by myself. learn how to appreciate money. learn about life. im 18 and i want to learn how hard life is. obviously everyone know life is hard, but when i said my life is hard, its actually not that hard. i know i am the one who made it harder and turned everything upside down. because i know life is about learning. staying in your comfort zone is not wrong at all, but sometimes in order to achieve life you need to walk on those bumpy road.. i need to hold on to myself. because the cloud goes grey when u think its blue. sorry too much metaphors and simile, BUT thats how life should be. laugh ur ass off if you want to when you read this, but yeap thats what i felt. you can say this post is bullshit, say what you want to say, because my ears will be stuffed with good thoughts than the bad one.

i am still learning my mistakes that i made in the past. all of these are the steps that will lead me to a better future. i will pray and doa even harder, because He knows everything. and i don't want to make another mistake that will corrupt my future life.

indeed it is! welcome home baizura :) its good to be home of course. well so far life has been... great! indeed im grateful to be home, safe(in kl? u wish) with moi familia. and dad is coming back also on saturday... so i think it should be a nice time for us.. one nice happy quality time together. hopefully! tho i have been in kl for almost a week, 5 days to be exact, i did nothing much than just spending my time with my mum and sisters. i didn't really have the time to hang out with my friends yet. i just want to chill and take a quality time with mi casa. yeapp. and for sure to settle my studying thingy ASAP. the thing is i have no idea what to do and where to go to look for an information. i mean no one in family have a clue on what to do. so i guess its my job to search of a help from who i will never know. hopefully google will help.

a story: i want to study in malaysia not because i hate BRUNEI as a matter of fact, i love brunei, and all my friends are super duper cool:( and i think leaving brunei will make me even sadder. sometimes when im alone at home in brunei, i always imagine things about what will my parents every day's life would be without me. maybe its better, but maybe its hard. i know sometimes i may be a bit pain the ass in the family and different from others, but i can't be my sisters. i am me. i am STILL trying so hard to be the best daughter and a sister to my family. i am STILL learning. the thing is, i want to learn to live by myself. learn how to appreciate money. learn about life. im 18 and i want to learn how hard life is. obviously everyone know life is hard, but when i said my life is hard, its actually not that hard. i know i am the one who made it harder and turned everything upside down. because i know life is about learning. staying in your comfort zone is not wrong at all, but sometimes in order to achieve life you need to walk on those bumpy road.. i need to hold on to myself. because the cloud goes grey when u think its blue. sorry too much metaphors and simile, BUT thats how life should be. laugh ur ass off if you want to when you read this, but yeap thats what i felt. you can say this post is bullshit, say what you want to say, because my ears will be stuffed with good thoughts than the bad one.

i am still learning my mistakes that i made in the past. all of these are the steps that will lead me to a better future. i will pray and doa even harder, because He knows everything. and i don't want to make another mistake that will corrupt my future life.