SCHOOL!! say whaat? S-C-H-O-O-L. yes sekolah you retard. i hate it. it's not nice:( except for the friend part. today is tuesday, duhhh everyone knows that. and is the second day of the school after 2 weeks of holidays:( sigh. what a sad story, but heyyy, i very much cant wait for exams to come and snap my brain away AND finish it AND just have fun..
so here you go, my exams starts on 11th may to 27th may! ahh~ i can smell the freedom. soon enough i will be shaking my bootey and run across the field(not so anymore,desertification occurred, i blamed global warming).. ANYWAY, school has been a so-so for me so far. i have decided to stay focus in every class because i got distracted easily and once i got distracted i'll lost almost everything in my brain, and starts to think about things that i shouldn't be thinking then this tears will drop slowly like a leaking pipe. yes there goes my metaphor/simile/what ever u called it.
and now i am going to online JUST my facebook MAYBE once a day. i wrote MAYBE so there is a chance for me to try though. so far i haven't been on msn, unless someone wants to talk to me, but it seems that no one will be needing me so far because everyone is happy with their life. and i am indeed happy for them. life has been.. oh never mind don't need the tears anymore. so, right now i am just trying my best to forget about the past, to be positive in every single way, to not be thinking too far that it will kill me slowly.
i am glad so relieve that i can finally breath peacefully. friends, i love you like there's no tomorrow, so please please i beg you please do not back stab me nor ignore me. i know sometimes i may be the most annoying person in the world, BUT that's because i want you to remember me always.! that's because i don't want you to be sad.
wish me luck people, my final drama performance will be on the 29th april. playing a play about lady Macbeth wasn't that easy nor interesting. the words will make your tongue twisted like a twister. so there you go, my not so wonderful day in Brunei. sorry if I bore you. nothing special. no no no..
oh yes, i just remembered something, Aisha and Lisa asked me about you know who. and they were saying that i am still having this some sort of feeling towards him. Honestly, no, and no i am not lying. to tell you the truth. i am sick and tired all of this little annoying drama. this is because, every year same thing happened to me. and i hate to say this, boys disappoint me very much. so much.. even as a friends. nevertheless, i hope very much that my bengali guys friends will not disappoint me like others did. please? :)
its 7.10 pm at the mo and i think i should go and mandi since balik tak mandi. hehe. good luck folks for everything you do in life. remember, YOU ARE NOT ALONE, ALLAH IS ALWAYS US. :))
where is the love?
I'm drowning in your eyes
why hello there..
Tuesday, April 6, 2010 / 6:30 PM
SCHOOL!! say whaat? S-C-H-O-O-L. yes sekolah you retard. i hate it. it's not nice:( except for the friend part. today is tuesday, duhhh everyone knows that. and is the second day of the school after 2 weeks of holidays:( sigh. what a sad story, but heyyy, i very much cant wait for exams to come and snap my brain away AND finish it AND just have fun..
so here you go, my exams starts on 11th may to 27th may! ahh~ i can smell the freedom. soon enough i will be shaking my bootey and run across the field(not so anymore,desertification occurred, i blamed global warming).. ANYWAY, school has been a so-so for me so far. i have decided to stay focus in every class because i got distracted easily and once i got distracted i'll lost almost everything in my brain, and starts to think about things that i shouldn't be thinking then this tears will drop slowly like a leaking pipe. yes there goes my metaphor/simile/what ever u called it.
and now i am going to online JUST my facebook MAYBE once a day. i wrote MAYBE so there is a chance for me to try though. so far i haven't been on msn, unless someone wants to talk to me, but it seems that no one will be needing me so far because everyone is happy with their life. and i am indeed happy for them. life has been.. oh never mind don't need the tears anymore. so, right now i am just trying my best to forget about the past, to be positive in every single way, to not be thinking too far that it will kill me slowly.
i am glad so relieve that i can finally breath peacefully. friends, i love you like there's no tomorrow, so please please i beg you please do not back stab me nor ignore me. i know sometimes i may be the most annoying person in the world, BUT that's because i want you to remember me always.! that's because i don't want you to be sad.
wish me luck people, my final drama performance will be on the 29th april. playing a play about lady Macbeth wasn't that easy nor interesting. the words will make your tongue twisted like a twister. so there you go, my not so wonderful day in Brunei. sorry if I bore you. nothing special. no no no..
oh yes, i just remembered something, Aisha and Lisa asked me about you know who. and they were saying that i am still having this some sort of feeling towards him. Honestly, no, and no i am not lying. to tell you the truth. i am sick and tired all of this little annoying drama. this is because, every year same thing happened to me. and i hate to say this, boys disappoint me very much. so much.. even as a friends. nevertheless, i hope very much that my bengali guys friends will not disappoint me like others did. please? :)
its 7.10 pm at the mo and i think i should go and mandi since balik tak mandi. hehe. good luck folks for everything you do in life. remember, YOU ARE NOT ALONE, ALLAH IS ALWAYS US. :))
so, tell me the gossipps
Are they only gossips, are they only lies?
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suddenly i'm famous and people know my name
SAY BII!
is love a game for two?
Hey hey.
the name is Bii.
i am not awesome like you, but I'll be awesome if you stop kissing people's ass.
I don't deal with science nor math.
I do what I want to do, so shut your mouth tightly and bear with it.
-That's me
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Falling out of a perfect dream
coming out of the blue...is it true, is it over?
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hush hush, come and kiss away the agony in me
Did I throw it away? Was it you?
Did you tell me you would never leave me this way?
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down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank
