where is the love?
I'm drowning in your eyes.
hello world.
Friday, January 22, 2010 / 10:24 PM


damn right,

hello blog, wow haven't update quite long ey? well about a week yes? this is because i am so freaking lazy to go to the laptop and turn it on and such.. just very much lazy..

so, for the past few days, everything was alright except for this one thing, and its not about friends or boys or whatever, its just me.. it bothers me very much to think about this shitty things. but well i'll do my best, InsyaAllah.. my parents went to kl for maybe about two weeks or something like that. so i have been all alone at home since last tuesday.. it was alright, i mean i can cook, so theres nothing to worry about foods and such.. and i go to school with my dad's driver so theres nothing to worry about.

life lately has been on a great balance. as in tho its bad i still can handle things.. yup that's just about it. and once and for all, i seriously am moving on, slowly.. moving away from him. ripping away his images in my mind. wrenching violently this heart away from him.

last two days, wednesday, i do not know why there were so many people asking about me being in love. I AM NOT IN LOVE, AND I DONT WANT TO. what other words do you want to hear? i admit, i was a bit happy and hyper. but that doesn't mean im in love.. ? right? and yes, i do not know the main reason of my sudden happiness. cant i be happy randomly? and why am i asking such a rhetorical questions?? haha..

i am taking advantage of being alone at home by watching loads and loads of korean series.! haha.. and conquering remote control all by myself.. haha, yeapp. so i dont feel like going to mall and watch movies and such.. sometimes, it is really nice to just chill at home by yourself and having a such momentous moment! haha..

tata, xoxo

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