where is the love?
I'm drowning in your eyes.
crazy!!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 / 6:15 PM
i couldn't sleep at all last night. i was so hyper. but then it was okay. my life is a beautiful poignancy. i don't know any other words that i can use to describe my life. i am not sure if its a night mare or a beautiful dream.. yesterday i dreamed about this guy whom i known about 10 months ago?? yeah around that time. i started to have this crush/feeling or what so ever two months after. until about 6 months after that i totally went crazy for him. i couldn't even think properly everytime he's around me.. but, after that, i have this really strange feeling that i don't care anymore. till now... the dream made me smile, tho its weird. i am not going to tell what happened since it is a very long story and i am very lazy to type anything. love is a beautiful thing. i do not understand why some people doesn't want to accept the love from the opposite sex. God created males to be with females. everyone has their own future. God already created a future for us. but its up to us either wants to follow the right path or the other way round.
i am really glad that there is no school tomorrow. because i can spend more time doing dt and hanging around at home..yeapp the guys are seriously making me #@P**@R&*!!!! but alhamdulillah i managed to control my temper.because you never know what will happen once u open ur big mouth. this is an oppression, this Allah's creature (no name mention).. every things he said is worthless, and i am trying my best to be nice but Ya Allah he is very immature. he act like he knows everything and i don't mind that at all, but, Astarghfirullah.. lets just forget about that, i am nobody to judge people. i am his Ummah too.
and please stop judge me negatively. i am not fake for trying my best to be a better Ummah, daughter, sister, student and a friend. and why do u need to do that? have you ever look into the mirror and study yourself? what's so great about yourself that u could judge people like that. well maybe because we are human that's normal things to do. but you don't have to spread bad rumors. do you?
i swear to god my pms is over the limit.. im so emooo...gahh. !! anyway, may peace be upon you.
i am really glad that there is no school tomorrow. because i can spend more time doing dt and hanging around at home..yeapp the guys are seriously making me #@P**@R&*!!!! but alhamdulillah i managed to control my temper.because you never know what will happen once u open ur big mouth. this is an oppression, this Allah's creature (no name mention).. every things he said is worthless, and i am trying my best to be nice but Ya Allah he is very immature. he act like he knows everything and i don't mind that at all, but, Astarghfirullah.. lets just forget about that, i am nobody to judge people. i am his Ummah too.
and please stop judge me negatively. i am not fake for trying my best to be a better Ummah, daughter, sister, student and a friend. and why do u need to do that? have you ever look into the mirror and study yourself? what's so great about yourself that u could judge people like that. well maybe because we are human that's normal things to do. but you don't have to spread bad rumors. do you?
i swear to god my pms is over the limit.. im so emooo...gahh. !! anyway, may peace be upon you.
i do not know what else to do.. i am so lost in your eyes. please bob, do something to me, hypnotized me with your love.
