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where is the love?
I'm drowning in your eyes.
to really loved a woman..
Thursday, October 8, 2009 / 6:58 PM

this song was like ages ago,and i never know the meanings until few weeks ago,i was totally in love with this song, the lyrics, wow, got nothing else to say.. it is soo sweet and and very toucheed..by bryan adams



When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?

Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?
i only put half of the lyrics because that was my favorite part.. :)
i can listen to this song again and again,non stop..



so whats up with billy/bob today..
well i don't talk to billy so much,so whatever to him,and bob,i guess that's it?
plus i don't even know my feeling anymore.. i like him, i hate him?i just don't know..
so tomorrow tokmak, mak long, and a few others are coming and going to be here until like Wednesday next week, so i am going to be a good cucu.. (Y)


and next week my aunts and cuzzies are coming!!!WEEHOO..and we might go to kk, and jalan2, i dont mind anywhere.. hehe.. my aunts are cool.. and i miss mama so much, every single day i miss her more and more, her voice is always inside my head, she'll be calling me 'akak' and asked me to do a few stuff for her, though sometimes im very lazy to do so.. this three woman are very important to me, IBU,MAK & MAMA, but Allah loves mama more and He took her away, and we as a human have to continue our journey in this wonderful world.. we live to die, and to die we need tonnes of preparation as in good deeds. i always wanted to change but InsyaAllah one day Allah will give me hidayah.. to wear tudung, to eliminate all the bad side of me, not to fight with my mum every single day, and tonnes of stuff, InsyaAllah..




and for her i will try my best to study hard, coz i know not just my family will be proud, MAMA will be even more happier.. she was the most outspoken aunt among my mums siblings, i grew up with her, sleep with her, shower with her, almost everything with her. and sometimes i cant stop blaming myself because i wasn't there when she was about to go, i wasn't there for the funeral.. but as i say, everything happens because of a reason, either good one or the bad one, and we always have to doa to Him, its not that hard, Alhamdulillah when something good happen, Astarghfirullahhalazim if u cant control yourself, Amin if u finish doing something, Bismillah when your about to do something.

Allah knows everything, He knows our past, present and future..

Al-fatihah to MAMA...