where is the love?
I'm drowning in your eyes.
OH CRAP?!!
Friday, October 16, 2009 / 12:38 PM

haha, BARI OH BARI..why do u have to be really cute and adorable.. i wish your brothers are as cute as you are, though ifwat claimed that he was cute like you once..haha
but oh my oh my, ifwat and thaqif are such a bad brothers, they told bari to say 'oh crap' whenever he sees me and rawiza. and yesterday, in Malay, i went to the toilet and i saw BARII, so i was like screaming his name and he looked at me "OH CRAPPP!" and he ran into his class.. haha, yet he is very and still adorable..i dont care. haha.

and after school yesterday i was walking behind thaqif and he was like "bii!BARI" i was like mana? where? and he laughed at me..! -__- stupid boy..hehe. so i was like don't u just love kids and he said no.. gah.. bad bad boy :)).. haha with a meaning though! lol..

as for today, i didn't go to school coz i slept at 4.30 am doing GEO..and i just realized that for English i did it wrongly, it was suppose to write a diary/letter about minor character but i did Richard.. obviously i didn't read the instruction properly.. and i guess i don't want to go to school because of Geo, i am going to be all alone in geo, eve,rhiannyn and maili told me they are not coming and i don't want to be such a loner in school.. :(

yesterday was assessment for module 5 in ICDL, i failed.. :( arghh the passing mark is freaking 75% what the hell.. n i got 66%.. gahh.. and i still have to resit another exam.. ahh.. but the most shocking thing was, thaqif failed too?!! THAQIF? i mean he never failed anything before soo, it was kind of shock okay..haha.. he was really nice to me lately, as in the way he talk to me was like very different from before, yes, of course i like it!! but, im scared, what if there is a meaning behind all this.. BAD MEANING??! haha, whatever...

today my aunties and my cousin are coming! i am so happy..! because obviously i love them so much. haha, well not that much but erm i just like them! they are cool! hehe..

i seriously need to know the truth.. Ive been waiting for him for so long, i don't know what should i do.. some people said that i should tell him the truth since its pretty obvious that he know that i likes him. some people said that i should just move on because he doesn't like girls.. i mean he is not the type who wants to be with girls and stuff like that. but i cant move on, i cant tell him the truth either. im scared. what IF , he avoid me? ignoring me? and stuff like that.. HOW?! and just now someone told me, that he liked me and he heard from someone else. i just cannot believe that.. unless that person heard it from his mouth! okay, chill, have fun bii..

tomorrow going to soasc with lisa and rawiza.. and hopefully we will have some fun! okay lisa and rawiza.. my sexual partners for life..!HAHAHA

To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing