i woke up at 3 to pray isya' because i slept earlier than that. and then woke up at 5.55 still got the chance to pray my subuh, Alhamdulillah. then straight after that, i update my English book because i just remembered that i need to paste all the papers ans stuff, so i went to mandi and wore my cloth and everything, and then studied for ICDL which i failed again. see that's the bad luck im talking about. i studied the whole thing like again and freaking again, but i dont know why, i cant even pass over 75%. what the hell is happening to me?
but thank GOD nothing happened just now with Mrs. O because me n ziyun were freaking the hell out and scared that she is going to chop off our head. so, i manage to say 'Laillahailla anta subhanaka inni kuntum minazallamin' over and over again until its all over. yes, she did lecture us a few stuff like 'u know ur in set 1,u shouldnt do this'.. etc. but it was alright then. at first i was panicking and as usual as im panicking, i cant breath properly and haha, im sorry thaqif, for making your life miserable because i was like freaked out in front of him and he was like, 'B calm down,' but i continue panicking and then he was like 'BAIZURA CALM DOWN,RELAX' ahaha. i know deep down inside him, he's scared like hell :) haha
and back to the track, i went to NICT this morning at break time to look for my pendrive but i couldn't find it. OH GOD, i don't know where i put it? GOD, please, half of my life are all inside the tiny magic stick. GOD.. and tomorrow is INTENTIONAL DAY. yeah yeah, gonna be fun, but to reach the fun destination i have to finish my geo, because its due tomorrow. after school was malay extra class, Ya Allah, why am i losing all my malay skills? my own language? i don't even know whats ayat majmuk.. what happened to me? why am i losing all this skills, why am i having a bad day/week/month? i got to keep pray to Him. all of this are His test, i got to go through it with patiently and taqwa.
i know things happen because of a reason, and i BELIEVE that all this things that happens to me are because of a reason or maybe more. we just cant see it right and i was chatting to rawiza just now, and she was telling me 13 signs of you know your in love. and i have to say that all 13 of it are perfectly correct. i know i keep saying im moving on, but i am just a human being, and we cant tolerate if its to do with love :)
ya Allah, help me. show me the right path.. amiin.
where is the love?
I'm drowning in your eyes
is it karma?
Thursday, October 29, 2009 / 7:37 PM
i woke up at 3 to pray isya' because i slept earlier than that. and then woke up at 5.55 still got the chance to pray my subuh, Alhamdulillah. then straight after that, i update my English book because i just remembered that i need to paste all the papers ans stuff, so i went to mandi and wore my cloth and everything, and then studied for ICDL which i failed again. see that's the bad luck im talking about. i studied the whole thing like again and freaking again, but i dont know why, i cant even pass over 75%. what the hell is happening to me?
but thank GOD nothing happened just now with Mrs. O because me n ziyun were freaking the hell out and scared that she is going to chop off our head. so, i manage to say 'Laillahailla anta subhanaka inni kuntum minazallamin' over and over again until its all over. yes, she did lecture us a few stuff like 'u know ur in set 1,u shouldnt do this'.. etc. but it was alright then. at first i was panicking and as usual as im panicking, i cant breath properly and haha, im sorry thaqif, for making your life miserable because i was like freaked out in front of him and he was like, 'B calm down,' but i continue panicking and then he was like 'BAIZURA CALM DOWN,RELAX' ahaha. i know deep down inside him, he's scared like hell :) haha
and back to the track, i went to NICT this morning at break time to look for my pendrive but i couldn't find it. OH GOD, i don't know where i put it? GOD, please, half of my life are all inside the tiny magic stick. GOD.. and tomorrow is INTENTIONAL DAY. yeah yeah, gonna be fun, but to reach the fun destination i have to finish my geo, because its due tomorrow. after school was malay extra class, Ya Allah, why am i losing all my malay skills? my own language? i don't even know whats ayat majmuk.. what happened to me? why am i losing all this skills, why am i having a bad day/week/month? i got to keep pray to Him. all of this are His test, i got to go through it with patiently and taqwa.
i know things happen because of a reason, and i BELIEVE that all this things that happens to me are because of a reason or maybe more. we just cant see it right and i was chatting to rawiza just now, and she was telling me 13 signs of you know your in love. and i have to say that all 13 of it are perfectly correct. i know i keep saying im moving on, but i am just a human being, and we cant tolerate if its to do with love :)
ya Allah, help me. show me the right path.. amiin.
so, tell me the gossipps
Are they only gossips, are they only lies?
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suddenly i'm famous and people know my name
SAY BII!
is love a game for two?
Hey hey.
the name is Bii.
i am not awesome like you, but I'll be awesome if you stop kissing people's ass.
I don't deal with science nor math.
I do what I want to do, so shut your mouth tightly and bear with it.
-That's me
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Falling out of a perfect dream
coming out of the blue...is it true, is it over?
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hush hush, come and kiss away the agony in me
Did I throw it away? Was it you?
Did you tell me you would never leave me this way?
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down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank
