why i cried? at first i went online at like 8-ish and chatted to a few people. then faly came online, i chatted to him and webcam with him, and suddenly i felt grieved when i looked at him smiling on the camera, its him, i guess i really do miss him, so much. and then i went to my sister's page on facebook and there was an album where they did barbecue at our house in KL, and jaja, wanie, bamie ,baiz and aiman were there! and i felt that it is really unfair, they are at my house, without me? what is this? i should be there, with them, laughing with them, eating with them, show them my room, my pictures of when i was small and stuff like that..! this is UNFAIR! i started to cry when i looked at each of their faces and they look happy, and im not. i cried like hell, i miss them.
i am not sure whether i already accept faly's oppologies or not, it is weird, i miss him but im still mad at him.he is the first guy who knew everything about me, he probably now happy with his own life, friends, and i guess he already forgot how to talk to me. i dont know why i let him walk into my life again. he was a very good friend of mine. a good listener. funny boy. i never like him more than a friend and a brother. so, when people thought i like him more than a friend it makes me feel angry and irritated by it. it was the first time i feel so comfortable with the opposite sex. we doesnt know each other much at first, but seems that as time pass by we were getting closer and closer until one day, i found out he lied to me. i still want to know what was the real reason, from his own lips, not from others. i know it might involve families, but i want to know the truth, yet im scared to know the truth. its all blurry. i dont know. why am i missing you so much? i think its all your fault. if we are not that close,then things like this will not happen, i think.. ahhh, i dont know. just let time and faith decide what will happen to us.
They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now
where is the love?
I'm drowning in your eyes
i miss you..
Monday, October 26, 2009 / 7:57 PM
why i cried? at first i went online at like 8-ish and chatted to a few people. then faly came online, i chatted to him and webcam with him, and suddenly i felt grieved when i looked at him smiling on the camera, its him, i guess i really do miss him, so much. and then i went to my sister's page on facebook and there was an album where they did barbecue at our house in KL, and jaja, wanie, bamie ,baiz and aiman were there! and i felt that it is really unfair, they are at my house, without me? what is this? i should be there, with them, laughing with them, eating with them, show them my room, my pictures of when i was small and stuff like that..! this is UNFAIR! i started to cry when i looked at each of their faces and they look happy, and im not. i cried like hell, i miss them.
i am not sure whether i already accept faly's oppologies or not, it is weird, i miss him but im still mad at him.he is the first guy who knew everything about me, he probably now happy with his own life, friends, and i guess he already forgot how to talk to me. i dont know why i let him walk into my life again. he was a very good friend of mine. a good listener. funny boy. i never like him more than a friend and a brother. so, when people thought i like him more than a friend it makes me feel angry and irritated by it. it was the first time i feel so comfortable with the opposite sex. we doesnt know each other much at first, but seems that as time pass by we were getting closer and closer until one day, i found out he lied to me. i still want to know what was the real reason, from his own lips, not from others. i know it might involve families, but i want to know the truth, yet im scared to know the truth. its all blurry. i dont know. why am i missing you so much? i think its all your fault. if we are not that close,then things like this will not happen, i think.. ahhh, i dont know. just let time and faith decide what will happen to us.
They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now
so, tell me the gossipps
Are they only gossips, are they only lies?
biography
suddenly i'm famous and people know my name
SAY BII!
is love a game for two?
Hey hey.
the name is Bii.
i am not awesome like you, but I'll be awesome if you stop kissing people's ass.
I don't deal with science nor math.
I do what I want to do, so shut your mouth tightly and bear with it.
-That's me
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Falling out of a perfect dream
coming out of the blue...is it true, is it over?
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hush hush, come and kiss away the agony in me
Did I throw it away? Was it you?
Did you tell me you would never leave me this way?
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down the beaten track, along the river with an empty bank
