i still believed that he brought budluck to my life because i swore at him many times.. and also because what i did to my parents, friends, disobey His rules. Ya Allah forgive me, please.. i am so freaking out right now, i lost my pendrive. i do not know when was the last time i used it. but i think it was yesterday in SICT with lisaa and azrina, i printed drama homework. and i am pretty sure i forgot to plugged it out. HOPE SO.. oh my god. both of my pendrive. everything is in there. geo, eng, dt, drama. OH GOD..

i do not know why i feel so emo lately.. been listening to sad song like, from the bottom of my broken heart, battlefield, already gone, everytime, goodbye to you and more. i just dont know why. am i getting my period very soon? why am i acting like this? i do not know why..

i miss talking to him in school, but if i want to move on, i need to keep ignoring him, thats the only way. unless, i dont mind getting hurt again, then i shall talk to him? yes? no?

i still believed that he brought budluck to my life because i swore at him many times.. and also because what i did to my parents, friends, disobey His rules. Ya Allah forgive me, please.. i am so freaking out right now, i lost my pendrive. i do not know when was the last time i used it. but i think it was yesterday in SICT with lisaa and azrina, i printed drama homework. and i am pretty sure i forgot to plugged it out. HOPE SO.. oh my god. both of my pendrive. everything is in there. geo, eng, dt, drama. OH GOD..

i do not know why i feel so emo lately.. been listening to sad song like, from the bottom of my broken heart, battlefield, already gone, everytime, goodbye to you and more. i just dont know why. am i getting my period very soon? why am i acting like this? i do not know why..

i miss talking to him in school, but if i want to move on, i need to keep ignoring him, thats the only way. unless, i dont mind getting hurt again, then i shall talk to him? yes? no?