yes,its a hard week for me,i am suppose to be happy coz its holiday,but no..im being sad..erghh i hate being emo..sometimes i just wondering why do i really have to be here,oh right,to accompany my parents..but who will accompany me..?wait,no ONE..some people might say,wow ur so lucky,u cn ask anything and evertything from them..true,but can i ask them for happiness..?no i cnt..because obviously i am here ALONE,so??what do u think?and its very sad because when u came bck from school,u have no one to talk to..u have no one to talk about the latest gossip in school or among ur fren n etc..n yes,my lovely sister will also say that im lonely too..face the fact,at least u are sleeping with SOMEONE in ur room..me?!who?no ONE!but alhamdulillah,Allah met me to these beautiful people..they are my shoulder that i can lean on..not saying that i cnt lean on my sisters shoulder its just they are not here..so currently they are like my sisters and also my friends..sometimes this tears just came down uninvitedly becoz a lot of reasons i suppose..but like i said things must have happen because of a reason we just cant see it yet..i mean,i like to talk,laugh,chat and usually at least i have 2 annoying sister to talk to,but not here..sometimes in the car i felt like im not even in the car..my mum talk to my dad,n my dad talk to my mum..and im just talking to myself or to the window..lovely isnt?i mean i know they want me to be with them at least for someone to talk to..but yeah,i dont know..too many things on my mind..just be patien with it..just praying and wishing that God can gimme a very powerful strength..and thank you friends..:)
where is the love?
I'm drowning in your eyes
nothing but tears..
Saturday, May 23, 2009 / 8:02 PM
yes,its a hard week for me,i am suppose to be happy coz its holiday,but no..im being sad..erghh i hate being emo..sometimes i just wondering why do i really have to be here,oh right,to accompany my parents..but who will accompany me..?wait,no ONE..some people might say,wow ur so lucky,u cn ask anything and evertything from them..true,but can i ask them for happiness..?no i cnt..because obviously i am here ALONE,so??what do u think?and its very sad because when u came bck from school,u have no one to talk to..u have no one to talk about the latest gossip in school or among ur fren n etc..n yes,my lovely sister will also say that im lonely too..face the fact,at least u are sleeping with SOMEONE in ur room..me?!who?no ONE!but alhamdulillah,Allah met me to these beautiful people..they are my shoulder that i can lean on..not saying that i cnt lean on my sisters shoulder its just they are not here..so currently they are like my sisters and also my friends..sometimes this tears just came down uninvitedly becoz a lot of reasons i suppose..but like i said things must have happen because of a reason we just cant see it yet..i mean,i like to talk,laugh,chat and usually at least i have 2 annoying sister to talk to,but not here..sometimes in the car i felt like im not even in the car..my mum talk to my dad,n my dad talk to my mum..and im just talking to myself or to the window..lovely isnt?i mean i know they want me to be with them at least for someone to talk to..but yeah,i dont know..too many things on my mind..just be patien with it..just praying and wishing that God can gimme a very powerful strength..and thank you friends..:)
so, tell me the gossipps
Are they only gossips, are they only lies?
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SAY BII!
is love a game for two?
Hey hey.
the name is Bii.
i am not awesome like you, but I'll be awesome if you stop kissing people's ass.
I don't deal with science nor math.
I do what I want to do, so shut your mouth tightly and bear with it.
-That's me
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Falling out of a perfect dream
coming out of the blue...is it true, is it over?
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hush hush, come and kiss away the agony in me
Did I throw it away? Was it you?
Did you tell me you would never leave me this way?
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