i blame me for being such a retard to liking someone is younger than me,not just one year younger but 3 years younger!!what was i thinking..it is nonsense..i mean like its not like u cant like someone younger, u can,but not in this teenage stage,you see,boys are what we call slow in this love thingy especially when he is about 14 like that!HOLLY MOLLY what was i thinking?!liking a wayyyy younger guy.even younger than my nieces and nephews..!and,he is not the first young guy i like,even b4,and also it doesnt work out because of him has this childish attitude..very retardness..i think THATS IT,stop liking younger guy,im sure there will be an older guy buy atleast few years older than me who will like me,or as usual i will like that guy first..but yes,as i say,there will..and i just have to wait..i mean,HELLO im 17!im not that young to have some love i mean its not like i abondaned my studies,family n stuff..

haha,the funny thing is i was sppse to do my english essay and my dt homework but im doing this blog instead..ok wait bck to the story,..GEEZ..haha..i mean its kind of weird having him beside me not saying anything,but i know he likes her,but he was like being awkard to me??why so sudden?!why not before this?i mean before this we were kinda okay,and we talk together,laugh,insult each other n stuff..but whyy suddenly it turn out to be awkward,hatres n etc..hurmm,i guess boys will be boys..right?just see what will happen in another months,well,im happy coz tomorrow is the last week of school and then we have one week of holiday,lets just see what will happen after that..but one think that will forever stuck in my mind is, NO MORE YOUNGER GUYS..unless u are in ur twenties,guess thats fine..well i think i should go now n finish my essay b4 my lazyness and retardness comes once again..:)

i blame me for being such a retard to liking someone is younger than me,not just one year younger but 3 years younger!!what was i thinking..it is nonsense..i mean like its not like u cant like someone younger, u can,but not in this teenage stage,you see,boys are what we call slow in this love thingy especially when he is about 14 like that!HOLLY MOLLY what was i thinking?!liking a wayyyy younger guy.even younger than my nieces and nephews..!and,he is not the first young guy i like,even b4,and also it doesnt work out because of him has this childish attitude..very retardness..i think THATS IT,stop liking younger guy,im sure there will be an older guy buy atleast few years older than me who will like me,or as usual i will like that guy first..but yes,as i say,there will..and i just have to wait..i mean,HELLO im 17!im not that young to have some love i mean its not like i abondaned my studies,family n stuff..

haha,the funny thing is i was sppse to do my english essay and my dt homework but im doing this blog instead..ok wait bck to the story,..GEEZ..haha..i mean its kind of weird having him beside me not saying anything,but i know he likes her,but he was like being awkard to me??why so sudden?!why not before this?i mean before this we were kinda okay,and we talk together,laugh,insult each other n stuff..but whyy suddenly it turn out to be awkward,hatres n etc..hurmm,i guess boys will be boys..right?just see what will happen in another months,well,im happy coz tomorrow is the last week of school and then we have one week of holiday,lets just see what will happen after that..but one think that will forever stuck in my mind is, NO MORE YOUNGER GUYS..unless u are in ur twenties,guess thats fine..well i think i should go now n finish my essay b4 my lazyness and retardness comes once again..:)